[nostalgia]

ok.. so i am really tired, and im going to tell you that i've spend 135 hours trying to find an answer to this, i've even had a dream today which i thought was real about it. then i found this

https://forums.alliedmods.net/showthread.php?t=297516 which i was so hopeful it would work but, if it was working, i wouldnt be posting this right? as always, i got hyped out again, and it was worthless

so... if you understand me.. please do not reply if you dont know how, or something similar to it

im already tired of "no" so, i hope you understand that

thank you.