Good Afternoon Allied Modders,
I have a confession as of to my pinpoint location thread and basically an apology towards everyone on this forum board. During my extreme immature age I have been one who looked up to ones such as BAILOPAN, Freecode, JGHG, bmann_420, Twilight, and PM. I would try to be someone who contributed as much as they did and in doing so came across as a very irritating member to this forum board since 2004. I would have huge idle periods where my plugins would go unsupported for months, even seasons. I would jump back, in and out, everyone once and a while if I had a question, which is why I have random questions throughout the Off Topic/General Chat section. Questions about how to find someone's exact location through IP, HTML questions, Apache Server questions, and the list goes on. The pinpoint location thread about me getting harassed by someone was a complete hoax and I am sorry for lying to the hundreds of thousands on this forum. I just wanted to gain the knowledge of knowing how to find someone's location through IP.
I am the kind of guy who loves to help out the community and I don't want money in exchange for it... I just want the "Oh my god! Thank you soo much!" or the "Pat on the back" or the "I LOVE YOU!!! THANKS!" from someone. I feel really bad when I get the "idiot" or the "why the help would you post that?" or the "stfu" or the "RTFM!!! NOOB!" So in the past I would try to make quick rebounds to redem myself. They almost all failed.
I have tried scripting, using other's scripts as templates and just modifying them to make them do something slightly different and then get mad when it isn't accepted. I am a Counter-Strike player. I love providing to the community. I made a dedicated server I would run off my personal computer just so people could play. I tried to make plugins to make the server more of an attraction (as you can see through my Purchase Mod). I would always ask people for help one certain portions of my script, never release it and strip credit.
I plan on trying to make finals for all my current plugins that are still Approved and try to repair my Unapproved plugins. I want to clean up the mess I have created here.
I would always wonder why I got such little respect of this site, but I now see why. I have been a shady user on this forum and am sorry for this.
I give everyone on this forum, especially ones I've had attitude towards, for your forgiveness in my 4 years idle, and not idle in this community.
I use to be a bit OCD which is why, in previous posts, I Would Talk Like This And All My Letters We Upper Case. I know how it was extremely irritating to read and I no longer do this. I know I have a few things here and there that I do that are extremely annoying, but I want to start over and I can't do that without respect so I need to first ask you for forgiveness and I swear to always search here, and Google before asking a stupid question on this forum.
I would post something that was easy to answer (I realized this after it was answered) and wonder why I don't even get views to my thread. I know now that it was because I lacked respect and that my karma really shouldn't be Good. It honestly should be Terrible... I don't deserve respect for the ways I have acted in this community.
I'm sorry to everyone on this forum and hope you can find it in your heart to understand why I acted the way I did in the past and accept my apology.
Sincerely, Dizzy
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